at least i'm trying!

You look great today, dear
your hair, your face, your eyes..
really, I love whatever you wears and whatever your looks..
and now my eyes can't get off you..

I was promised will stop look at you after 3 seconds..
I broke it, i can't stop to see you until 10 seconds..
and after that..


I promise again, i'll not going to miss you..
anymore..

Yes dear, too much loving you will kill myself..

May with A in the end

I tried to forget everything

from the first day our eyes met in front of ISSU room

from the first time i talk to my friends that i want to know more about you

from the first time i ask for a date to see around this city together with you

from the first time i hardly can't believe that i fall in love with you..

Now, I realized that those memories always give me so much pain

You are the star when you left me a big scar, darling

I even hate to have a dinner at 3 o'clock

I even hate to see a picture of a bonquet of flowers

I even hate to come into this city!

You just successfully teared me down..

If only i could get mad at you..

I kept the histories from our chat in MSN

I always smile you know, until i came into 12 january 2009..

I always tried to be strong, but you always haunted me!

Damn, Just please give me the reason..

So i can let you go..

Every night i hear the same song on my iPod

and i wish i could dream of you

Because only dream is the place where i can see you

Just like i knew you in december..

December

Did you hear my heart calling out your name?

My December..