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I need some place to be alone. Yeah, you know.. like what most drama movies do: sitting and wasting time on the shore, walking alone in the crowd and stop taxi and go anywhere.. and let this head let off some big things that just happened. But now I'm stuck in here, I hate to go to my home and i hate to stay in this city. If only i had a lot of money, I'll rent a boat and go to the middle of ocean and stay in there.. yes, staying.. not swimming not doing anything. 

Isn't it nice? What if there's a storm coming? I don't care, i wouldn't move.

Damn, what the fuck am i doing here? I need to do regression, but i couldn't. 

I need to go out from this hell! Forever, if i could..

Hell, tell me where i MUST go?

..to come in this place it's my very big mistakes