Hello World..
Well, this is my second posts by the way! lol, but right now i didn't feel so good. ;(
i don't know why, but really.. is it a matters for some peoples when i want to be alone for some times? If it yes, then i don't get it..
Lately, i missed out this holiday. From the word "Holiday", we are all know that it must be a having-fun time or relax or whatever, rite? But me? I did not feel like this holiday i could shout at myself "i'm free now, so i want to make myself have fun and do something that could bring me back to the state of no-sadness-no-job moments!".. still, i got stressed out for some things. I hate it..
I know, in this holiday also could be the moment where people wants to figure out or make clear some mistakes or some problems that they had made. So they could focus more without being afraid of getting busier with the works that they had to do. But, sometimes i always asked to myself why every holidays i never got sometimes to let myself enjoy it? It just the same holy-die like before.. Seeing myself falling deeper and sinking on my own ocean.
To be honest, right now i feel i'm alone. I could't even share all my problems with my friends. I don't know, i thought that it could be better this way. But the truth is, I REALLY WANTED SOMEONE WHO COULD UNDERSTAND ME! Not only hear all my daily complaints or grambles about something or stories that's happened even for a second ago, but would understand what i feel at that time, can calm myself down, can cheers myself up, or yeah.. the point is the one who can take me as i am.
Those dream aren't so high right?
Well, this is my second posts by the way! lol, but right now i didn't feel so good. ;(
i don't know why, but really.. is it a matters for some peoples when i want to be alone for some times? If it yes, then i don't get it..
Lately, i missed out this holiday. From the word "Holiday", we are all know that it must be a having-fun time or relax or whatever, rite? But me? I did not feel like this holiday i could shout at myself "i'm free now, so i want to make myself have fun and do something that could bring me back to the state of no-sadness-no-job moments!".. still, i got stressed out for some things. I hate it..
I know, in this holiday also could be the moment where people wants to figure out or make clear some mistakes or some problems that they had made. So they could focus more without being afraid of getting busier with the works that they had to do. But, sometimes i always asked to myself why every holidays i never got sometimes to let myself enjoy it? It just the same holy-die like before.. Seeing myself falling deeper and sinking on my own ocean.
To be honest, right now i feel i'm alone. I could't even share all my problems with my friends. I don't know, i thought that it could be better this way. But the truth is, I REALLY WANTED SOMEONE WHO COULD UNDERSTAND ME! Not only hear all my daily complaints or grambles about something or stories that's happened even for a second ago, but would understand what i feel at that time, can calm myself down, can cheers myself up, or yeah.. the point is the one who can take me as i am.
Those dream aren't so high right?
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